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I'm really embarrassed. That doesn't happen often. I know it's the same every time but I still bawl like a baby every time. I wish I had more control. Not of that because I don't want to believe in wishful thinking. More control in everything else I guess.

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I wish we lived farther apart so we would have a longer walk.
Jk, that would be bad. Thanks for making me smile/cry today. I needed that, really.
Thanks for periwinkle. Thanks for laughs. Thanks for tears. Thanks for listening to my rants. Thanks for being alive. & last but not least, Thanks for letting me always kick your ass. (jk, you know you don't really let me, i do with/without you letting me:)

(11:35:14 PM): what to do with /without you

(11:35:20 PM): everything else in life

(11:35:22 PM): kinda jsut

(11:35:23 PM): HAHAHA well

(11:35:23 PM): megh

(11:35:25 PM): youd have to

(11:35:30 PM): be carrying a lot of shit

(11:35:33 PM): literally

(11:35:35 PM): and like

(11:35:37 PM): you might even

(11:35:41 PM): have to open your own doors

(11:35:45 PM): AND

(11:35:51 PM): carry an ugly spongebob to zero period

(11:35:55 PM): yeah, thats about it